What would you do if you could do things over and over again, no matter how many mistakes you make?

I would have repeated everything until I corrected all my mistakes. But even if I repair my mistakes, they are still present; lost in the depths of my memories. Little by little, I start to remember my life, my memories... But they look foreign to me. I feel like I am new to this world, as if I've just been born.

So now that you have heard my situation, now that you know what I've been though, tell me... What would you do if you were in my place? What would you do if you were living in this child-like dream?

Because, I am now trapped in this dream, but I don't know what to do...

[From Lemmasoft Forums]