You have been married for three months after giving up your dreams of becoming a novelist. Choosing marriage over your dreams.
The reward for this contract is a husband who does not understand your dream in becoming a novelist. As you started to give up you were reunited with your ex-boyfriend by chance.

"Because I was dreaming of wanting to see you I didn't give up."

His eyes looked straight at me and it hasn't changed at all. And I too wanted to see him.